Do you feel awkward at large social events? Sun and Moon signs?

I hate crowded places in general. At parties, the only time I'm able to unwind is if I have a couple of beers. Other than that, I would be sitting in the corner too wishing my friends would hurry up so we could leave..lol. Weirdest thing though, I used to LOVE going to clubs with my friends and dancing on a crowded dancefloor. Maybe it was better because it was darker in the clubs and I didn't feel like all eyes were on me.